The saddest moment in my life

The saddest moment in my life is when the first time I move to Saipan. I was adopted by my aunt and I have to move to Saipan with them. It sound like a good thing, because I can see that I will have a good future and I can go to college, but in reality I have to separate from my family that I live with 14 years, I have to live a people that I not use to, and I not even know them that much; it very sad.
Come to live in Saipan is very sad, I have to live with the people I don’t know and I can do whatever I want because they are not my family who use to me for a long time. It is a big change in my life, I miss my own family, the cried almost every night in the first two weeks, I lived on Saipan with my adopted family, they are nice but I don’t like it, I feel I don’t have freedom to do and to say things that I want, I have to listen and do whatever they tell me do. I also have more household woke to do than I was with my own family. I cannot join the after school activities like I use to do in Thailand because the new family is so busy. Everything is limited for me to do. This is the bad thing, but the good thing is that they give me my new future.
Move to Saipan, I not only leave my family, but I have to leave my old friend and my own school, I very sad because I use to all my friends and my own school. Then I come to Saipan, which I have to go to school, that speak different language and meet new people. it is very hard and I kind of depress with myself, how I am going to fit with the new society and culture, and also I have even more tension because I can’t communicate and I can’t understand.
The saddest moment in my life is the moment that I have to leave my family, my friends, and Thailand to live with my new family that adopted me. I live in Thailand for 14 years, I always with my mother and I have my friends that we know each other since we were in pre- kindergarten but I have to leave, what a sad thing, when I came I have to adapted myself to fit in the new society and struggling to speak English and keep up with my school work that I can’t even read and write nor understand English. Some time I very tire, I want my mother to beside me, but it impossible because I did not live with her.

Steroids in athletics should be banned?

Everyone wants to be strong, but is it good satisfies that he become strong because of the helps of the medicine? Steroids, yet help people become stronger but for long term effect, it killing. Steroid should be banned for the athletics. One it not good for their body, two, it is cheating, three, it not a good role model.
Steroid is no good for the body, it very harmful. The athlete kind of has a feeling that when they using the steroid, they get stronger and play better, they never think about the long term effect that they will face. Steroid as soon as we start using it, we shorter our life. In a short term yet, it make us feel stronger, if we using for long time and not exercise along while we using it, our body will get weaker and bigger. Once we get bigger, the other disease will follow, like heart disease. Steroid should ban out completely.
People who use steroid during their competition are cheating because they did not win with their own ability. Also if they know that what is the reason that they won the competition is because of them using steroid, are they going to happy with that success. For me it is such a disgrace because I know by heart that I won because I have the help from the drug. Also to the other component, it not fair for them because they use their own ability to get to the point what they need. We might argue that life is always not fair, but it also better if we have a clean competition, the competition that use only our ability.
Roll model, this is important because if the well know athletic charge by using steroid, it not a good thing. Since he very well know , a lot of people especially kids during their dream age love that guy and consider him their role model, they will do everything that that guy did. So if he using steroid and become successful, become stronger, the kid then going to miss use of steroid, instead of thinking it will be harmful, they going to think it is good to use.
Steroid is okay for the medical use, but for sport and the athletics is not okay, it just bad to using it. It is very harmful and a very good drug to use if that person wan to life a short life. For athletics, it is cheating if they using steroid because the other athlete is using their ability to won the competition which they will never won if they go against a person that using steroid for their power’s acceleration. A person who using it not really a smart person because he did not think carefully about the long term effect, he just think he want to be famous and want to be strong, want to won every single competition. Steroid: harmful, cheating, and unacceptable for a person that is a role model for most of the kids.

Three things I want to receive on my High School graduation

My life as high school is somewhat happy and sad. It a lot of things to do during the school, but I don’t have chance to join one during my senior year, that kind of sad because it my last year to live my life easy, don’t care much about anything and I have my parent to support me. The happy moment during my high school life is that I meet up with my friends and doing school work. Now I am going graduated I want something that as a gift for my hard work during my high school life. Three things I want are airplane ticket to travel at Western Europe such as Germany, France, England, Switzerland, and Italy; Laptop and money.
I want an airplane ticket to travel to Europe because Europe is my dream place to visit, especially Switzerland and France. I see the picture of Switzerland, it very beautiful and it famous for chocolate, so I just have a dream that one day I will visit there and try all the best chocolate there. And I really want to know why chocolate over there is so famous. France, I want to visit Paris, because it a lot of historic memorable that I want to see, I want to visit, Versailles, because I heard a lot of people talking about it. Italy and Germany, I heard from my dad that it very beautiful and a lot of things to do there. So I want to visit there, too.
I want a laptop to be a gift for my high school graduation. It wants it because I really addicted to the internet and laptop is very easy to carry, with it, it helps me to explore the wider world and I can reaches all friends with just one laptop. It just a small machine but it function is countless, it so very useful.
I also want money, everything is possible if I have enough money, I want about 5000 dollars for my gift. If I have money I can buy whatever I want to buy and spend it the way I want. If I don’t have money, then the trip I go is pointless, because I cannot do anything. The other thing that people give to me, I might don’t like, so it kind of waste of money because I not going to use it anyway. So it better just to give me money.
In my graduation, three things that I want are airplane ticket to visit Western Europe, money and laptop. Those things are useful to me. I want to visit Europe; from the picture they are beautiful so I want to see it at my own eye. Laptop and money are important me too, money can make everything possible, I can buy whatever I want, and go anywhere as I please and laptop is just my life.

About me? Beautiful me

The beautiful thing about me is I am unique. I have the accent that different from the other. I am a kind of person that easy with everything. I can sleep everywhere and eat everything. I like to live a simple life. I get serious when I do things and I kind of let myself be embarrassed in front of the other often. I not going to talk to the people that I not close with, with those people I am going to be talkative person.
I have a funny experience that happen to me. The first one is when I first go to middle school. At that school, it had like 700 students from 7-12 grade and on that day all student have to wear a uniform, but since it the first week of the school, everything not set, yet, so no one wearing that, but I am the only one who wear it. So when I at that school everyone like look at me like an alliance, that so embarrassed, for that time I know that to follow the rule is not that great. I also learned that rule is not for everyone to follow and sometime rule can make fun of people, the perfect example is me.
I am an easy person; I don’t say much with people, if I have something to do I just do my own things. I don’t like to say what I really want, and I am also I very caring kind of person and that I think the weakness part of me. Sometime with all those things I kind of ask myself did I being stupid? That I don’t like to go against the other people and always let the other people go first before myself. But look at it at the other way I think I am sort of a good person.
I like to think a lot and I am a dreamer. I happy when I am with myself and dream about what I want and I do thing that I want to do. I think to dream of something is a good thing for me because the dream bring me desire and one I have desire for something and I work hard for it. The dream is kind of a guild line that guild me through my goal.
The thing about me is that I am an easy person and don’t care much of the outsiders, I enjoy to thing by myself. Sometime I kind of a funny person I do things that make myself embarrassed in front of people. But I am also a dreamer and the dream that led me to my goal. The dream is the object that push me harder and guild me to the road of success.

What is the ideal age to die???

The ideal age to die is 80 year old because up to that age we learn a great deal of about life, we know most of the things, and we have done whatever we what to do already. We live to see our children grow up and see our grand children. That enough for us to end our life peacefully; up to the age of 80 we went through a lot of happiness, sadness, regretted all kind of stuffs
Eighty years of living is a long time, we have gone through all sorts of stuffs no matter good or bad we have face everything. We have a life as a kid, and then teenage, have a life during high school, have first puppy love with a boy, and have problem with friends. The teenage level is a good time. Then young adult, have fun with college life, stress out with the college works. Then adult, Finish College and work, stress out with finding the job and more serious relationship, then we have family, have a chaos time with the children. All these time we have face. If we die younger than 80, we will never go through all the stage of life, and it seem like our life is not complete.
If we die at age 40, we don’t even have enough time to spend our life at that point some of us not even reach our goal yet. Our some might have a family and have children, but since they die early, they going to regret that they did not see their son or daughter become success or they don’t even grow enough. So die as an early age is going to cut down our chance to see or do things that we want to do or we might have done. If we die at age 30, that is too young, we not have a chance to do anything, infect we just get out from college. If we take a look at the other side of die at young age it is good because we don’t have to face any great difficulty and they don’t life through the all the pain that we might have.
Age 80 is the perfect year, we went through a lot of things, we happy to see our children to finish their goal and become succeed, we become a grandfather and grandmother, and we happy when we play with them and take care of them. We don’t have to worry about a lot of things because most of it our children will do it for us. We don’t have to work because we at the stage of retirement and we have retired money to spend. Everything is happy and happy. So if we die, we have not thing to regret of and indeed we die when we are happy and have no plain and worry that is a give for us and most people desire to have that.

The ideal age to die is 80 year old because up to that age we learn a great deal of about life, we know most of the things, and we have done whatever we what to do already. We live to see our children grow up and see our grand children. That enough for us to end our life peacefully; up to the age of 80 we went through a lot of happiness, sadness, regretted all kind of stuffs
Eighty years of living is a long time, we have gone through all sorts of stuffs no matter good or bad we have face everything. We have a life as a kid, and then teenage, have a life during high school, have first puppy love with a boy, and have problem with friends. The teenage level is a good time. Then young adult, have fun with college life, stress out with the college works. Then adult, Finish College and work, stress out with finding the job and more serious relationship, then we have family, have a chaos time with the children. All these time we have face. If we die younger than 80, we will never go through all the stage of life, and it seem like our life is not complete.
If we die at age 40, we don’t even have enough time to spend our life at that point some of us not even reach our goal yet. Our some might have a family and have children, but since they die early, they going to regret that they did not see their son or daughter become success or they don’t even grow enough. So die as an early age is going to cut down our chance to see or do things that we want to do or we might have done. If we die at age 30, that is too young, we not have a chance to do anything, infect we just get out from college. If we take a look at the other side of die at young age it is good because we don’t have to face any great difficulty and they don’t life through the all the pain that we might have.
Age 80 is the perfect year, we went through a lot of things, we happy to see our children to finish their goal and become succeed, we become a grandfather and grandmother, and we happy when we play with them and take care of them. We don’t have to worry about a lot of things because most of it our children will do it for us. We don’t have to work because we at the stage of retirement and we have retired money to spend. Everything is happy and happy. So if we die, we have not thing to regret of and indeed we die when we are happy and have no plain and worry that is a give for us and most people desire to have that.

If you can teach your son only one thing, what would you teach and why????

If I can teach my son one thing, that thing would be “hard work is the one that will lead you to success” because most boys, they just don’t care about the entire thing around them, they don’t want to do work. Boys seem not care much about things. They just want to joke around. Plays with girls and tend to don’t want to be responsible for the other people. If I have a son I would teach him that and hopefully he will listen to my lesson.
As a boy growing up, they priority is having fun. They have no sense of their future, like what they will do and most of them does not try. Whenever the boy com across something that kind of need their effort, the boy going to give up. So for my so I will tell him not to give up so fast, and he have to try his best, put full effort to the thing that he do, hard work is all that count and everything is possible. Hard work is a challenge for anyone to have or to committing on it. People just want to give up when they feel that the thing that they do is require more hard work. Some people just think they already smart so they just don’t care much about what they do. Even though people are smart but if they not practice or try harder as their life go on, they will never be success because they are too clueless.
To be successful, we have to work hard to get it. Succeed is just not going to appear in front of us. For my son I will tell him those things. It might sound forceful but it will help my son life his future life better. It better to confront hardship in a young age rather than in the old age, he will feel that he don’t have a freedom, but one he grow up he will get the lessen. He can enjoy all his life but one thing that I have to always remain him of is every single thing that he do is important and he has to put all an equal effort to everything he did.
“Hard work is all it counts” is one of the important lessons that I will teach my son. Because everything is possible if we work hard on it. On one can be successful if they did do the job. Even though the thing that we do is not come out the best but we know that we try hard and do our best, we going to proud of ourselves. Not thing can stop us to do anything if we try hard and work hard to get what we want.