The saddest moment in my life

The saddest moment in my life is when the first time I move to Saipan. I was adopted by my aunt and I have to move to Saipan with them. It sound like a good thing, because I can see that I will have a good future and I can go to college, but in reality I have to separate from my family that I live with 14 years, I have to live a people that I not use to, and I not even know them that much; it very sad.
Come to live in Saipan is very sad, I have to live with the people I don’t know and I can do whatever I want because they are not my family who use to me for a long time. It is a big change in my life, I miss my own family, the cried almost every night in the first two weeks, I lived on Saipan with my adopted family, they are nice but I don’t like it, I feel I don’t have freedom to do and to say things that I want, I have to listen and do whatever they tell me do. I also have more household woke to do than I was with my own family. I cannot join the after school activities like I use to do in Thailand because the new family is so busy. Everything is limited for me to do. This is the bad thing, but the good thing is that they give me my new future.
Move to Saipan, I not only leave my family, but I have to leave my old friend and my own school, I very sad because I use to all my friends and my own school. Then I come to Saipan, which I have to go to school, that speak different language and meet new people. it is very hard and I kind of depress with myself, how I am going to fit with the new society and culture, and also I have even more tension because I can’t communicate and I can’t understand.
The saddest moment in my life is the moment that I have to leave my family, my friends, and Thailand to live with my new family that adopted me. I live in Thailand for 14 years, I always with my mother and I have my friends that we know each other since we were in pre- kindergarten but I have to leave, what a sad thing, when I came I have to adapted myself to fit in the new society and struggling to speak English and keep up with my school work that I can’t even read and write nor understand English. Some time I very tire, I want my mother to beside me, but it impossible because I did not live with her.